it's a funeral.

21/female/radical
thoughts and stuff.

the guys I went out with before my boyfriend really fucked me over. From the guy that pressured me into having sex with him and later cheated on me with eight different girls, to the guy that decided to get with a minor from a different state and let’s not forget the guy that just lead me on until he patched things up with his ex girlfriend. Its the first time that I look back and regret having sex with these guys and the first time I feel disgusted with myself. The fact that I’m letting someone make me feel bad for things that happened in the past really upsets me. I’m sorry it couldn’t have been you instead. Whatever I did and whoever I did shouldn’t define me as a person and shouldn’t change the way you look at me. I feel like I’ve grown a lot as a person and I’m not as naïve as I was back then, I’m no longer in that dark place, I’m no longer that person.

Our sunday mornings.

Our sunday mornings.